im back to my OLD self.. sleepless nights just to review for the exams.. pero weird kase i can take some sleep nmn ee.. my only problem's myself.. i was soo lazy reviewing for the exams tomorrow.. there's just too many temptations.. like the computer, dvd's, chatting, roaming around the village.. and the likes.. mag rereview nga ako.. pero im multi tasking naman. reviewing pero nagtetext or nag laptop.. may ppsok ba sa isip ko sa lagay na yon.?! hahah.. ohaa.. para lang akong ewan.. its as if im talking to myself.. XDD tuloog na kase ung mga kausap ko.. XDD tinulugan ako.. XDD tama ba nmn un.? hahah.. pero dahil madaling araw... at hindi ako inaantok.. **sorry CHEBS, another violation of my promise to you.. i had a coffee.. macchiato, with 3 shots of espresso. i think that was too much.  ayun... ginanahan ako mag aral.. sabi ko nga.. the OLD me is back.. mas epektibo ang pag aaral ng madaling araw para sakin.. at syempre pag cramming.. ilang oras n lang.. 430am na.. dpt maligo na.. kase 530am aalis na kami sa bhay.. 8am GEPSYCH na.!! juskoo poh.!! curse that subject.!! deymn.. hahah.. weird naman kase.. pero may kasalanan din ako.. di kase ako nakikinig kaya feel ko, wala akong natutunan.. pero she's not an effective prof kase.. ang boring niya magturo.. oh dbah.. kung interesting siya, may chance pang makinig ako..  napaka random ng mga pinagsasabi ko dito... ung POLIGOV.. inaral ko lang yung handouts.. feel ko may kulang.. hahah.. pero hindi ee.. o, wala lang tlga ko sa sarili nung inaaral ko ung subject na yun.. XDD hala.. ang gulo ng isip ko.. ay ewan.. mag OUT na nga ko.. bka kung ano pa masabi ko.. XDD such a random person.. weird yet good.. haha.. non sense blog.. CRAAAAP.!!
The man came home from work late again, tired and irritated, to find his 5 year old sonwaiting for him at the door"Daddy, may I ask you a question?" "Yeah, sure, what is it?" replied the man. "Daddy, how much money do you make an hour?" "That's none of your business! What makes you ask such a thing?" the man said angrily. "I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?" pleaded the little boy. "If you must know, I make $20.00 an hour." "Oh," the little boy replied, head bowed. Looking up, he said, "Daddy, may I borrow $10.00 please?" The father was furious. "If the only reason you wanted to know how much money I make is just so you can borrow some to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you're being so selfish. I work long, hard hours everyday and don't have time for such childish games." The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door. The man sat down and started to get even madder about the little boy's questioning. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money. After an hour or so, the man had calmed down, and started to think he may have been a little hard on his son. Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $10.00, and he really didn't ask for money very often. The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door. "Are you asleep son?" he asked. "No daddy, I'm awake," replied the boy. "I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier," said the man. "It's been a long day and I took my aggravation out on you. Here's that $10.00 you asked for." The little boy sat straight up, beaming. "Oh, thank you daddy!" he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow, he pulled out some more crumpled up bills. The man, since the boy already had money, started to get angry again.The little boy slowly counted out his money, then looked up at the man. "Why did you want more money if you already had some?" the father grumbled. "Because I didn't have enough, but now I do," the little boy replied. "Daddy, I have $20.00 now. Can I buy an hour of your time?"
These are the 10 types of suitors (all are which Implying to Guys) A guide to all the gals
1. Mr. Gwapings >> mayaman, gwapo, kilala, at higit sa lahat may wheels. mataas ang confidence nya na hindi sya mababasted, kaya pag nabasted..maapektuhan ng husto ang kanyang EGO. at teyk note, malas mo kung may sour grape attitude pa yan. pwede nyang sabihing “sus kala mo kung sinong maganda e pinagtyatyagaan ko lang naman sya! pwe!”
2. Mr. Quickie >> ang type ng manliligaw na kada magkikita kayo e wala nang alam na sabihin kundi “kelan mo ba ako sasagutin?” o kaya “i love you na, ako ba hindi mo pa lab?” kahit na isang linggo pa lang naman syang pumoporma. kumbaga dinadaan nya sa pangungulit para mabilis ang pagsagot mo.
3. Mr. Everything >> linya nya ang “sagutin mo lang ako, ibibigay ko sayo lahat, lahat ng magustuhan mo. kahit ang pa buwan o kaya mundo.”! Tanga ka na pag nagpauto ka. dahil pag sinagot mo na yan, makakalimutan na nya ang linyang yan.
4. Mr. Stalker >> eto yung type ng manliligaw na pag nagkahiwalay kayo kht sandali, e sisimulan ka sa tanong na “kumain ka na ba?” pagkasagot mo susundan pa nya ulit ng tanong “nasan ka ngayon?” “sinong kasama mo?” “anong ginagawa mo?” at kung anu-ano pa. basta tungkol sa daily activities mo kelangan malaman nya. every detail.
5. Mr. Take it or leave it >> pag binasted mo ang ganitong type ng manliligaw, asahan mo bukas may nililigawan na sya ulit. at heto pa, hinding hindi ka na nya papansinin. period.
6. Mr. Salesman >> dadaanin ka sa matatamis na salita. parang si Mr. Everything din kaya lang sya mas matindi mang-uto. yun bang tipong..“ang ganda ganda talaga ng mga mata mo..” o kaya“ang kinis kinis mo…flawless” o kaya “ang lambot ng mga kamay mo” at iba pang pang-uuto mapasagot ka lang.
7. Mr. Good Dog >> eto ang nakakatuwang manliligaw. kase payag syang magpaalipin. taga bitbit ng bag mo o kahit ng mga kaibigan mo. kahit magmuka syang buntot sa tuwing may gala kayo ng mga barkada mo. nagpapakitang gilas kung baga. pero pag sinagot mo na, for sure gaganti yan.
8. Mr. Anonymous >> motto nya ang “action speaks louder than words”. wala kang kaalam-alam, nanliligaw na pala. kaya pala ang bait-bait sayo. e akala mo mabait lang talaga. si yung kadalasan na di nagtatagumpay.
9. Mr. Second chance >> sya ang pinakamasugid mong manliligaw. kahit 100 times mong sabihing ayaw mo sa kanya at wala na syang pag-asa ang sasabihin nya pa rin, “Please give me a second chance”
10. Mr. Romantiko >> jologs ang mga paraan nya sa panliligaw. manghaharana, pakikisamahan mga barkada mo, liligawan parents mo at laging may dalang flowers and chocolates tuwing dadalaw. pero madalas nakakapagpakilig sya ng nililigawan nya dahil sa kanyang “malinis na hangarin”.
got this from my anakiz ABii.. XD TEN CONYOMANDMENTS
1. Thou shall make gamit "make+pandiwa". ex. "Let's make pasok na to our class!" "Wait lang! I'm making kain pa!" "Come on na, we can't make hintay anymore! It's in Andrew pa, you know?" 2. Thou shall make kalat "noh", "diba" and "eh" in your pangungusap. ex. "I don't like to make lakad in the baha nga, no? Eh diba it's like, so eew, diba?" "What ba: stop nga being maarte noh?" "Eh as if you want naman also, diba?" 3. When making describe a whatever, always say "It's SO" pang-uri! ex. "It's so malaki, you know, and so mainit!" "I know right? So sarap nga, eh!" "You're making me inggit naman.. I'll make bili nga my own burger." 4. When you are lalaki, make parang punctuation "dude", 'tsong" or "pare" ex. "Dude, ENGANAL is so hirap, pare." "I know, tsong, I got bagsak nga in quiz one, eh" 5. Thou shall know you know? I know right! ex. "My bag is so bigat today, you know" "I know, right! We have to make dala pa kasi the jumbo Physics book eh!" 6. Make gawa the plural of pangngalans like in English or Spanish. ex. "I have so many tigyawats, oh!" 7. Like, when you can make kaya, always use like. Like, I know right? ex. "Like, it's so init naman!" "Yah! The aircon, it's, like sira!" 8. Make yourself feel so galing by translating the last word of your sentence, you know, your pangungusap? ex. "Kakainis naman in the LRT! How plenty tao, you know, people?" "It's so tight nga there, eh, you know, masikip?" 9. Make gamit of plenty abbreviations, you know, daglat?" ex. "Like, OMG! It's like traffic sa LRT" "I know right? It's so kaka!" "Kaka?" "Kakaasar!" 10. Make gamit the pinakamaarte voice and pronunciation you have para full effect! ex. "I'm, like, making aral at the Arrhneo!" "Me naman, I'm from Lazzahl!
soo owkei.. i dunno if my friend is reading this, but definitely.. this one's for him..  we were up till morning but i have to disconnect because my bro's goin to use the net.. soo that was a sad thing because i still want to chat with him and with the other person.. right.?  okay.. im loosing track now.. this isn't my real post.. soo. i dunno how to start this. but lemme think.
why does people have to look at the physical appearance of the guy/girl when it comes to courtship.?
i mean.. it's not the looks...
i think it's who he is or who she is ---- matters. right.?
i mean, handsomeness and beauty isn't all about the look., it's also about the attitude. on how they'll be gentle to you, on how they'll make everything right for you, on how they'll make you feel you're worthy enough to exist in this world.
if you'll just allow the person and if you'll only allow yourself to know them, *boom*, you will realize how perfect they are.
it's simply like this.
if someone said that they have a crush on you and you start to ignore him/her but you didnt do that to the other person who's really a good-looking,...
then, you're just wanting the "human being" just for some show offs. and you will love that human just because of the looks. what if he gets ugly.? will you still want that human being.?
deymn.. haha.. im getting confuse now.. errr..
"i just dont like choosy people.. unless they have very good reasons"
ayun lang..

i think i have to get going coz i'll be meeting up with my group mates for this video shoot.. deymn.. =))
Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love: You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with? Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you: You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy. How do you view success: You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. What are you most afraid of: You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
i agree with every single phrase in this entry. that is TOTALLY me..
soo okay., i dont know if what im trying to say here is clear.. at feel ko wrong grammar ako.. im soo SABAW today.. as always.. 
so i made this for my bestfriend, to help her in her homework.. ang need lang niya is ung start.. [underlined].. but i made her [most likely] a composition.. sorry mahn., i didnt understand you at first,, oh well.. just some realizations na din.. 
Everything happens for a reason. Not all things ends with laughter and joy. Sometimes, we do have to admit that things may result into pain and tears, and sometimes to death. What comes into your mind when you heard of “FILIPINO WORKERS”? How would you describe their lives for living? Filipino workers are Filipinos who works and reside as citizens of other country and Filipinos who continue working here in our country, simply to support their families’ needs. They start to shuffle the cards which holds their future and start to risk their lives for the benefits of their family. Most of the Filipino workers give up their happiness just to earn money , to provide food, shelter, clothes and education for their children. You think it’s easy? Then you’re wrong. They can’t get those things within a snap, they have to suffer in different kinds of pain, they have to shed tears and should sacrifice a lot, they have to strive hard for achieving these. It’s not easy as what you think. Because the worst is, they sometimes face death just to give their families all their needs. Think. Sometimes, You are the reason of this. Yet you don’t appreciate their work. Think again before it’s too late. Show them consideration and paint a smile on their face and let them know, that what they are doing is really worth it.
i think my day was fine..
or its just that..
im GONNA SLEEP with a SMILE on my face.. 
nanayt loves.. 
i sooper dooper hella MISS
DDS '07-'08
and
MAG '06-'07

you really dont have to be super nice always..
sumtyms you have to show your bad side..
so that you can sort out who can accept you at your worst mood.

*thanks AMiiE for this*
im BORED.. :) dpat b ko matuwa,.? hahah..
1. Who's your crush? ahm ahm.. si ano.., :P 2. How you do call him/her? err.. secret.. :P
3. Are you close? kindah.. :))
4. Does he know you like him/her? hoping not.. ;)
5. How did you meet him/her? friends.. :D 6. Do you know his/her full name? yeah., ata.? haha.
7. How do you react when you see him/her? wala.. usual kind of thing pag nakikita ko friends ko.. :)
8. What's the sweetest thing he/she did to you? you must take care of yourself coz i care.. :D [but i know na gnyan kase we're friends and he's really a sweet guy]
9. Do you have a picture with him/her? walaaaaa.!! :)) 10. Do you see him/her often? nope.. minsn lang.. last time na nkita ko siya was last thursday.. :)
11. Is he/she younger/older than you? hmmm.. younger ng 2 mos.. hahaha.. oha. alam ko..
12. What was the weirdest conversation you had? meron bah.? :)) 13. Are you inlove with him/her? nope.. :)
14. Since when? wala..
15. What do you want to tell him/her? wala.. :D 16. If you are a boy answer this: Would you consider courting her?
17. If you're a girl, answer his: Would you answer him if he courts you? idk.. manligaw siya ng isang taon..
18. Describe your crush: he's cute.. :))
19. What's his/her name? bleh.!! why wud i tell you.?!
20. Does he/she have a girlfriend/boyfriend? wala. hahaha..
21. Do you know his/her cellphone number? yeap. :)
22. Is he/she, steaming, smoking or just hot? hot? hahaha.
23. GIRLS: What would be your reaction if he courts you? kilig.?
24. BOYS: What would be your reaction if she answers you?: 25. Any last message to him/her? hi. :)
paikot ikot.
palakad lakad.
naghahanap ng tamang kasagutan.
tatakbo.
maliligaw.
sabay madadapa sa mabatong daanan.
masasaktan.
iiyak.
di malaman kung sino lalapitan.
tatayo.
tatahan.
patuloy na tatahakin ang direksyong sinusundan.
maglalakad.
mag iingat.
aasang tama ang pinatutunguhan.
mag iisip.
ngingiti.
patuloy na magtitiwala sa direksyong paroroonan.

my mood suddenly changed.. and i started reading BLOGS about break-ups.. seriously.. bakit ang daming nag BREAK ngayon.? di ko lam kung matutuwa ako kase "SA WAKAS may KARAMAY ako" o malulungkot kase "SAYANG NMN, PARANG DATI LANG, PAG NAKIKITA KO SILA, ANG HAPPY NILA.. ngayon.. BREAK NA".. mag SHARE lang ako ng nabasa kong ARTICLE..  Letting Go of a Relationship: How to End a Relationship, Move On, and Be Happy Againby BAILEY LANDON One of the hardest things to do in life is to let go of a relationship. No matter what the cause of a breakup, learning to let go just often isn't easy to do. It could be the one that got away, a first love, a spouse, a boyfriend or girlfriend, or unrequited love. Regardless of the situation, learning to let go of what's over is often a very difficult thing to do and the hurt can often last for years if a person simply won't break the hold. Recovering from the horrible pain and hurt of a broken relationship is no easy task. When love is found, one naturally wants to believe it will last forever. And it's great when it does. But when it doesn't, the hurt and pain can be devastating. But even more devastating can be the pain and suffering the person experiences from not letting go of what's gone and moving on with living. Turning off feelings for someone isn't like turning off a light switch. When a relationship ends, it doesn't mean the feelings disappear or go away. Being left alone with feelings of emptiness, loneliness, anger, grief, rejection, and despair can prove to be overwhelming. The person might find themselves attempting to contact the other person, making up reasons to be where the other person is, calling them repeatedly, etc....anything to keep in contact with the other person or have some kind of hold or attachment still with them. And while it's a natural thing to want to do this, it prevents us being healed of the relationship. In order to let go and live again, the past must be closed. It is impossible to live in the past. You can't look forward to a future when you live in what was, rather than in the here and now. What has happened is gone, and no amount of wanting, wishing, or regret will undo or changed what's already happened and is over with. To put closure on the past, you have to let go of the feeling that you can't make it without the other person. Feelings of failure, trying to contact the person (unless you have children together), dependency, guilt, resentment, and anger... all of these feelings must be dealt with and brought under control. While they are normal to feel, continuing to harbor them keeps you from being healed of the hurt, and therefore keeps you from living and being happy again. Often when a relationship ends, one or both parties have the mindset that they are a failure. They measure their self worth by whether a relationship lasted or died. One's self worth should never be measured by another person, but rather how they are. When you love yourself, you will learn that your self worth does not revolve around another person but rather is enhanced by the other person. While there is just no way to magically heal the pain and hurting of a lost relationship, there are ways to help yourself heal. The main thing is that you have to allow yourself to want to heal, and not keep clinging to something that you simply cannot change.
Stop beating yourself up over the past. It's done, it's gone, it's not changing. No matter who is at fault for the breakup, no amount of blaming yourself or feeling guilty will undo the past. Forgive either the other person or yourself (or both) and allow yourself to be happy again.
Unless you have children together, stop contacting the person. Don't try to be where they are, don't call them and leave them messages, don't email them, don't follow them around. Leave them alone! Continuing to attempt to be in contact with them (unless you have kids) does nothing but harass them and keep you tied to the pain.
Go out on dates with others and actually enjoy yourself. Have fun! And whatever you do, don't spend the date talking about your ex and how much you miss them and want them back. This won't lead to a second date! Go out and be happy, leave the worries behind. You might just find you had a fantastic time.
Allow yourself to heal from the breakup. Allow yourself to enjoy life again, to be happy. Allow yourself to heal from the past hurts and pain. Allow yourself the freedom to love again. Let go of the past, and be happy.
last for this afternoon.. :) its been 2 months and 14 days..  | You Are Country Music | You are friendly, down to earth, and fairly conservative. You are true to your friends and your upbringing. Change is hard for you. But beneath your old fashioned attitude, you are expressive and artistic in your own way. Very few people can express pain and pleasure as eloquently as you can. |
oha. di ako IMMATURE.!! =)) | You Are Somewhat Mature | You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later. |
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